The drugs are ruling. controlling. confusing
Don't want to be myself anymore
Can't escape from reality

I'll make my own decisions
Without distorted visions
Fighting for rebirth
In torture and toment driven
Last time I'm not forgiven
Imprisioned I blame myself

I am feeling what it has been doing to me
It is changing ican not find my ecstasy
Addicted I suffer lost
Broken I dry retch emotion
Addiction it feeds on us (let it rule)

I'll deceive you and I will lead you
Drag you down and force to feed you
Money's no issue just what I do
An industry of fake illusion

Here's the reason a taste of freedom
An open mind to stained delusion
I know it's new to you but I am telling you
You're searching for a different life

You'll make your own decision
Through distorted visions
Fighting for rebirth
In torture and toment driven
Last time you're not forgiven
Imprisioned you'lI blame yourself

Whats the meaning of what I'm needing

To be continued...