My baby, should've been the one

Last night I was so scared
I couldn't close my eyes
You still live in me
Somehow I made it through the night
Rescued by the break of day, once again

I know someone's in your heart, it's pulling me apart
But I guess I'm the one to blame (it's so hard)
And it's so hard (so hard)holding back the tears now you've disappeared
How I long to hold you near

Chorus:
Oh I should've been the one who's with you now
Should been the one that's feeling proud, I failed you now
Oh I should've read the signs in your eyes
Should've had the sense to realise
I've lost you now

I see you laughing out loud, standing in a crowd
The same crowd I used to know
But it's too late now to change anything, I've lost everything
Gotta learn to let you go

Repeat Chorus

I should've been the light in your eyes (should've been the light)
Should've been the fire in your smile ( should've been the fire)
I should've been your spirit and your guide
I wonder do you think of me (do you think of me)
Maybe you shed a tear for me (shed a tear for me)
I relise I paid the price but nothing's gonna change the way I feel for you

To be continued...